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Friday, July 07, 2006

im beginning to accept veejay. i dont dread school as much now. people like carol, yan and the 06S61 juniors. i wished they were my junior class larh. at least i know im not alone. and they are quite funny people. entertaining:) its funny man, i can only seem to clique with either people other than me or people younger than me. HAHA. but i don mind a single bit.
im going swimming later. i love to swim. its a very realxing sport. and i get to tan myself. but it doesnt realli work. hmph. i get to spend time with myself. swimming is the only time i enjoy solitude. and the time when i dont mind being alone. when i can immerse myself in water and immerse myself into deep thoughts without distractions. i think of the past, the present and the future. and i feel better many times after i swim. have a clear thought of who im and wad i wan, but there were times when i get up from the pool, feeling even worse about myself. and i wonder, what will i feel later. but i look forward to tonight. im going out for dinner with the gambling union at chomp chomp. haha. im currently the member. and apparently, the onli member. cos the rest of them got themselves all the exco position. *hmph* bully the oldest. guess its celebration to our winnings from the world cup. haha. i hope france win. zidane is so hot. : x
oh yes, and congratulations to me. im one of the 4 in my class who passed chemistry. mrs mah blacklisted my class by naming us the seven eleven class cos 7 out of 11 people failed. and annoyingly, im the least expected one out of 4 who passsed. so annoying. this is another factor leaving me to think that i have stupid face again. grr.
alrite. im off to swim:)

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